I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light. I can’t remember how I can’t remember why I’m lying here tonight. And I can’t stand the pain and I can’t make it go away, no I can’t stand the pain. How could this happen to me, I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run, the night goes on as I’m fading away, I’m sick of this life, I just wanna scream how could this happen to me. Everybody’s screaming, I try to make a sound but no one hears me. I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again so I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered and I can’t explain what happened and I can’t erase the things that I’ve done. No I can’t.